The storm is over now.

Hey everyone! Well, Court is back home. We broke up and then un-broke up Saturday night. Saturday just wasn’t a good night for us. I was mad because he was having a good time and I was stuck at home miserable. I get really miserable when I’m by myself. I hate to be lonely. So he’s home and now I’m unlonely. I really need to work on being able to spend time (as in a day or two) by myself. So I guess that’s yet another thing on my to-do list.

I have been busy as a bee working on Sweet-Cheeks. I’ve been converting all fanlistings over to Enthusiast which thanks to Mo’s tutorials, it’s a sinch! That gives me something to do during the day while Court is at work. Plus, I’ve been meaning to get them all up and together in a collective for forever and a day. So I’m finally off my ass. In site news at M-K, the ask me script works. So ask me questions damnit! Content is coming soon as well! Eee! I’m excited to have this domain the way I want it.

Now in life news, it really sucks when you need to use the restroom but you can’t because your toilet is broke. Our toilets and really anything water-related (sinks, dishwasher, washing machine, shower, bath, toilet) are all backed up. It’s like sewage was coming up into our tubs and showers. It was really sad because water was leaking all in my bathroom around my toilet. I was freaked out. I thought someone had stopped up my toilet and made it overflow! Lol. So, Keith called the water department today who told him to call the City of Rome so they could come look at our water line. Basically, we knew it was backed up but since Keith looked under the house and didn’t see anything, we knew it was on the county/city’s end. Well, low and behold they got here around 8 o’clock and have dug up part of our front yard only to find that it IS on their end. So, they have to fix it and then replant bermuda sod from where they dug it out. Shit, they better be finding someone to clean my bathroom and tub too because I am not touching that stuff unless I have like 10 pairs of gloves on and unfortunately, we only have four pairs so they are shit out of luck! Hmmf!! So hopefully tomorrow I can finally go to the bathroom normally.

Well, I am tired and I’m going to attempt to go to bed even though they are digging and sawing and doing all kinds of crap outside my window to fix the water line. Hopefully I’ll be able top fall asleep! Night everyone!

Rough Day!

Hey all! I have really had a rough day! It seems that every corner me and Court turn in our relationship, it’s a bad one. All in all, I am severely pissed at him right now. He promised me that this weekend, we’d go out to each and have a couple weekend since he’s off this weekend and we haven’t been able to spend any couple time together since he started his job. Well Friday, his uncle said he’d pick him up after work and take him back to Snellville so he could ge tthe car his uncle was giving to him and drive it back up here. Well, he was going to go back, spend Friday night and come home today. That was fine with me because we could still go out to eat tonight.

Well, today I called him and low and behold, he made up some excuse that the insurance wouldn’t go into effect until tomorrow. When the hell does insurance go into effect on a freaking SUNDAY!?! He just is making excuses to stay. If that was the deal, I’d feel better if he’d tell me that, but NO! He lies! I can’t stand his lies. He lies to me alot lately and I really can’t stand being lied to. That is the ULTIMATE low. So I am really hurt right now. Everytime we have plans, I am ditched. It’s like I don’t matter to him. I don’t care about him being down there but when he’s around them, he treats me like crap. He hung up on me when I told him I was really upset with him because he was sitting there with Cody, his cousin. I can’t take this. Maybe we’re not meant to be and maybe we need to break up because here lately, I don’t feel loved.. at all.

It is taking all my self control not to call him right now and tell him off. I am that mad because I never am a priority in his life. I don’t expect to be the top but I expect when he makes plans with me, to keep them. We haven’t gone out to eat or been out of the house ‘cept two days after Christmas to the movies and that was with my step-siblings. We never go out alone and he complains about that so that’s why we made the plans. Plus, we haven’t acted all coupley lately. I feel alone and abandoned by him because when I really need him, he’s never there and he never listens to me. It’s like I’m supposed to always be there for him but the minute I need him, he’s out the door or pre-occupied. When the hell am I gonna matter to him? I really just want to end it and be single. I’d be more happy alone because not having someone there wouldn’t hurt as much as now since I have someone that should be there for me but they chose not to be. I really hate him right now.

Ugh, just fuck it. I don’t even feel like writing about this anymore. I’m gonna go clean or something to take my mind off of things. Bye.

Ooops..

Sorry ya’ll! I didn’t realize how long it’s been since I’ve last blogged. So here’s the update on me..

Court got the job. So he’s been working the past few days. It’s really good because we really need some money. I’m doing freelancing on the side and building up my webhosting company. I’ve decided to start fresh. So hopefully that goes well. I’ll have plans up on this domain soon!

I signed up for my classes but dropped the math class. I’ve decided to take it next semester along with Visual Basic and CGI/Perl. Fun, fun. I’m doing good in my current class, so far. I will definantly graduate from Web design and Microcomputer Specialist next semester with a diploma. Then I’m gonna take the core classes over to get an Associate’s Degree. I would have gone with the Associate’s Degree in the first place but that doesn’t have financial aid and since I’m currently strapped for cash, I had to do the diploma.

Well, that’s basically it. I’m bout to start cooking dinner and ice the cake I made since it’s my step-brother’s birthday. He’s 8! Happy Birthday Nick!

Happy 2006!

Happy 2006 everyone!! I’m excited to have a new year and a clean slate. Now is my chance to make 2006 MUCH better than 2005. Out with the old Kate, in with the new Kate! While most people make resolutions only to never follow through with them, I’ve decided to not make a resolution but to make a goal totally not related to the new year since it’s something I’ve wanted to do for a while now.

So, my new found goal is to be half my dress size by this coming Christmas. Yes, ladies and gentleman, it’s the battle of the bulge! For once, I feel a little confident. Of course, I haven’t started yet, lol. I’ve found myself being sick. I’ve had a migraine for the past day and a half and my body is killing me. My neck hurts, my back hurts, and my chest hurts. I seriously think I have an ulcer. Gah, I really hope not. So once I feel better, I’m getting to work on my goal.

First I’ll start out in baby steps, less caffeine and sugar, more water and healthy foods. I’ll also add in excercise three times a week until I can handle it daily. It’s gonna be hard, I can go ahead and admit that. I have a bum knee that likes to act up alot but I will deal. For once, I’m taking control of my life! Hooray for me!

Also, this year I will graduate! So I’m really looking forward to that. Speaking of school, I have an appointment with my advisor tomorrow to sign up for my classes. So, hopefully that’ll go well. Anyways, I think I’m gonna head to bed. Just wanted to pop on to drop a quick blog. Happy New Year, everyone!!