New Year .. joy joy!

Well, well … looks like it is already 2007. Sorry for the lack of blogging, after my Uncle’s death it seemed time just flew by as we were getting ready for the holidays! I had a fairly decent holiday considering what all I went through in the months of November and December .. loosing two family members.

I just got done watching A Walk To Remember and it really made me think. It seems that love and life is completely unfair. Landon lost Jamie, the love of his life, like Pam lost my uncle. I just don’t see any fairness in any of that. What’s the use of falling in love if you’re just going to lose it? I guess that’s a dumb question considering I AM in love but if I was to lose Court I don’t know what I’d do. My grandma’s death rocked me inside and out so bad that I didn’t know which way was up. I don’t think I am very good with losing things. The mere thought of losing my mom or my family makes me cry. Maybe it’s just me because I am on depression medicine but it’s in my mom’s room and I keep forgetting about it until it’s too late to go in there and get it. Arg. I hate having these feelings.

Anyways, I got some work to do to this domain as well as sweet-cheeks and all my fanlistings and yadda yadda. Lol. I’m just so in the mood to stay in my PJ’s and sit around all day. I think I just might. Sit around and watch Lifetime movies and CSI. I am so hooked on CSI it’s not funny. So thanks very much to Padme and Anakin for putting up CSI cards at Being Somebody so I was nosey enough to watch and fell in love with the show. If I knew of a school that would let me study forensics, I’d be there in a minute. Oh well, I guess I’ll stick to cooking/catering and net business!