Pffft. =/

Well, I’m not dead. And my ankle wasn’t broken, it was badly sprained. Basically, my little sister was trying to jump rope and she couldn’t do it correctly. So I was going to show her but a) the ground was uneven big time b) the ground was damp and slippery and c) my knee popped out and kinda gave out like it does at times. So what does all that mean? I fell and heard my ankle go “pop” and not to mention it hurt like hell. It still hurts even though I hurt it two weeks ago. Some luck I have.

I’ve basically spent the past two weeks contemplating on what exactly I want out of life. I wanted to go back to college for nursing for all the wrong reasons. I have this thing where my dad wasn’t around much when I was little. My parents divorced when I was three and when we went to my dad’s we stayed with my step-mom since he was too busy playing golf or watching sports. Ever since I became homeschooled, got my GED, and then graduated college, he’s never really said he was proud of me. He said I should’ve went into the medical field. Right after my step-dad was hospitalized, my real dad was in the hospital. He said he was scared because he couldn’t breathe and the weird thing is, he told me he loved me. That’s when I told him I was going to school for nursing and for once he said he was proud of me but I really don’t want to do that. I’m not into medical stuff. I mean I am but not something I’d want to do for the rest of my life. I’m at a standstill in my life. I don’t think I want to do computers either. I really love math and working with money and any math problems. My mom suggested I think about accounting since it’s something I am interested in. Also, I want to cook, but our cooking school isn’t opened yet. So I was thinking I can go for accounting and get my hosting company back off the ground until the cooking school is opened. I really want to own my own cafe. I think it’d be fun and something I’d really enjoy. So we’ll see. Hopefully God will give me enough strength and confidence to go after my goals instead of being a scaredy cat for the rest of my life.

Well, that’s all I really have to blog about at the moment. Thanks to all the commentors. I’ve been working on several new themes here. This Katie layout has got to go! So until I blog again, see ya.

Kate = retard.

I am a retard. I’ve had a pretty bad day and to top it off, my evil kanevil self managed to sprain her ankle. My mom thinks it’s broken but we’ll see tomorrow after I get back from the doctor. So, until then… later. I’ll tell the real story later because it is pretty fun but embarrassing to me! Lol. See ya’ll.