Some people need to cease to exist!

Last week, my sister’s grandpa died. This would be my step-sister, Beth, for those that didn’t know. Well, after he died and everyone was looking at his burial policy, it was discovered that the beneficiary was his daughter; S. S is a big time bitch and crack whore to put it nicely. Before Beth’s poppy died, S used to steal money from him and even take his car on occasion. The whole time he was in the hospital she rarely visited except there at the end when they knew he was going to die. In fact, S made the decision to pull him off the ventilator and was going to do so before Beth even got to the hospital to say goodbye. Luckily, Heather, their cousin, made her wait for Beth.

The real sucky thing is that Beth was promised by her poppy that she could have his car. Now, S said that Beth can’t have it until she builds a relationship with her. Wow, S, way to use a car to manipulate your own daughter. Needless to say, Beth gave her the big F U. I really feel bad for Beth though because any valuables her poppy had were lost because S was supposed to make a payment on this storage building he had which contained pictures, furniture, and other odds and ends that belonged to him and Beth’s grandma but instead of making the payment, she used the money for drugs. Since the bill wasn’t paid, the storage company basically sold his stuff to cover the lost payment so everything he owned went down the drain. I cannot imagine never having anything that belonged to my grandma. Beth has a few things but what she has isn’t much compared to what all she could have had if S paid the damn bill.

This rant has been a long time coming because honestly, some days I wish S would fall off the planet and we would never hear from her again. In fact, right now she’s probably so drugged up it’s not funny. The really sad thing is S tried to ban my mom from the funeral. What person bans someone from a funeral? She was mad because when everyone went to make funeral arrangements, Beth made my mom go with her and S threw a bitch fit and said my mom wasn’t welcome at the funeral. She’s so trashy. I better end this rant right now because it’s going to severely piss me off but I had to get it off my chest. And to S, go suck a nut.

PS: New theme!! <3

Vacationing

When it comes to vacationing, my family usually sticks to somewhere close by since we have to take the two brats along. Sorry, usually I refer to them by name but today they have gotten on my last nerve. My mom was looking up a Branson condo earlier after hearing about Branson from a friend. I’m sorry but I would have never pictured myself going to Missouri on vacation but their condos are pretty nice. I’m a cabin or beach house chick myself but I guess if we were going without the kids a condo would do. It’s just when we go on vacation, space is a necessity so there aren’t any murders committed mid-vacation. So my question is have any of you lovely readers been to Branson?

I want boots!

I seriously must have been knocked on the head today. I don’t know what is up but things I used to really think were not my style or type, I’m beginning to like. I had to take my step-dad to go get a pair of work boots and while I was there, I decided to look around. I saw a pair of sexy boots. Not really sexy sexy but they were hot. I’m sure they are not your type of hot but they were definitely pretty. I need another pair of boots since the pair I have now are pink camo on the top and then brown on bottom as in the part you can see when you wear them with jeans. They are hot and totally my style though. Maybe my style is changing?

Ooh la la!

You know what I really think is sexy? Corsets. I usually do not think anything along the lines of lingerie since I have body image issues but today when we were at the mall getting the last items on our list for my friend, I stopped in my favorite store and they had a corset in my size. I tried it on and fell in love. I know I’d probably never wear it but still, I felt hot. Lol. Over the past few weeks, I’m slowly regaining my self confidence and I’m really proud of myself. Plus, my crunches every night are really starting to show progress. Go Kate. Sexy Kate is making a comeback, watch out! Besides, who says just cause you aren’t skinny doesn’t mean you can’t be sexy!?

Grr, hurry mom!

Well, I thought I was going to leave but I guess not. I’m waiting on my mom to finish getting ready. I was looking for my cross necklace in my mom’s jewelry box when I noticed that me and my mom really don’t go for the same type of jewelry. My stuff is all edgy and silver but she is a big fan of gold jewelry. For some reason, gold never looks good on me. Maybe it’s my skin tone? Who really knows! I just wish she’d hurry. I’m ready to get my errands over with already!!