It’s funny how even the things in life that are supposed to make you feel all warm and fuzzy inside can’t touch the mood I’ve been in the past few days. I am in the “dark side” so to say. I still have not gotten better 100%, I was almost there and then I got caught out in the rain one day which led to me getting sick … AGAIN.

I think a lot of this has to do with my medicine or the lack of taking it but when I do take it, I feel funny. My mom says it’s because my body adjusts and every time it is almost adjusted, I stop taking it. Yes, I’m being really irresponsible lately when it comes to taking care of myself but I am so sick and depressed with not getting better. My doctor told me to take Zyrtec and it is not working at all. I’ve even taken Sudafed, Nyquil, and other things the pharmacist has recommended but there’s no cure for the common cold, you can only treat it’s symptoms.

Anyways, I just wanted to put something up here so I don’t go forever without a blog. I just don’t feel up to blogging. Seriously, since the boyfriend left Monday night, I have not been out of the house except for today since it was my siblings last day of school. Tomorrow is my niece’s and nephew’s, Chelsey & Riley, birthday party so I will obviously be attending the party bad mood or not. Things like that are important to me and I will regret not being there if I don’t go.

Also, in June, the 21st through 28th to be exact, I will be on vacation. We booked us a beach house down in Gulf Shores. Evidently, we’re on this little section of the beach where in the back of the house there is the lagoon, and in front across the street there is the beach. I am looking forward to that. The boyfriend is coming with us and so is my cousin Donna who is my mom’s age. I’m headed to bed now since I have to wake up early to run to Wal Mart to get Chelsey’s toy. Lol. We already bought her a ton of clothes but what we were going to get her, someone else bought for her already so we have to make a swaparoo tomorrow morning. Maybe next time I blog I’ll be all chipper and the regular Kateness and if not, oh well. This is me, take it or leave it. So until next time, later lovelies!

I am feeling much better today. It rained last night so most of the pollen washed away thankfully. Actually scratch that, it stormed last night. I kept having to unplug the computer because between storms I’d hook my computer back up so I could finish some of the coding I was doing only to have to unplug it 30 minutes later. I am definitely stressing the “Kate needs a laptop” point now.

The real thing that cheered me up last night was talking to the boyfriend. Goodness, I missed his voice. I know that sounds completely stupid since we usually talk every day but we haven’t really talked talked in a couple of days. We talked last night about random things and then our usual joking is what made me feel a whole lot better. I love that boy a lot. I am really beginning to think this is what real love is about. With him, I can go a day or two without talking to him and not stress because I honestly trust him completely. He is a good guy that puts my mind to ease at all times. I love that about him and he is so caring and genuine. He is respectful and fits in with my family which is definitely a plus. He’s the type of guy that if he unintentionally offends or hurts your feelings, he apologizes right on the spot and tries to correct the situation. He is just easy to get along with and it’s comfortable being around him. I also can’t complain in the romance or even kissing departments either. *blush* He is definitely a keeper and this time around, everyone is telling me this instead of me just thinking this on my own so that’s a good sign.

So anyways, enough with the mushy stuff, I have a job interview tomorrow and I thought it was at eleven so I scheduled my hair appointment at one thinking I’d have time to get from one place to the next. Well it turns out my interview is at one so I have to get up early, take my mom to the hair appointment and then catch my interview. After the interview, I can go get my hair done as well. Luckily the interview place and hair place are like five minutes apart. I just really need this job for obvious monetary issues but then there is term insurance or whatever you want to call it. My mom has life insurance on me and my brother but I want to take that over and then of course health insurance is a biggie since my thyroid problems make me have to visit the doctor and get my blood taken frequently since I can never get it regulated. My thyroid is of the devil I swear. My doctor was telling me that I have a bad case of hypothyroidism because in most cases, she can regulate her patients’ levels but with mine they bounce around and cause major side effects. The side effects aren’t glamorous either. I am moody as hell and then there’s the problem with me constantly being tired and then the whole hair shedding issue. I mean, my hair sheds like crazy and it’s annoying. My poor boyfriend has to deal with my moodiness but I’m usually in a good mood around him luckily. I just wish my thyroid would fix itself because I am so tired of this. I’ve struggled with this since I was 12 and I’m just exhausted of it.

Well, I am going to go watch television with the mom. I’m having a shitty thyroid day and my whole body hurts despite the fact I’ve taken my medicine how I’m supposed to and have even gotten up and moved around just to try to get my blood circulating since I woke up feeling crabby but it isn’t working. I feel like crap but I am oddly not in a bad mood. So until next time, later lovelies!

Sorry for not blogging lately. I blame it completely on stupid allergies that are stopping my nose up, making my throat hurt, making my eyes water, making me sneeze, and then making my head feel like it’s swimming. I am still working on the new theme. I’m thinking about adding in a theme switcher so I can keep this theme as an option as well since I really do like the colors. I also have yet another theme in the works as well and working on a freebie theme.

I’ve been watching loads of movies lately since going outside makes me feel worse. I’m going to pick some Claritin up at the store and start taking it. Right now, I’m going to go finish watching “Friends With Money” so until next time, later lovelies. And don’t feel neglected, I haven’t even talked to my boyfriend the past four days for more than an hour. That’s an hour total, not an hour a call. I think he’s busy and I haven’t been in the mood to call him. I guess he senses that since the other night he called and we talked like 15 minutes before I told him I just wanted to go to bed. I miss my baby though!

First off, can I just say thank goodness the weather is getting warm again? It is so pretty outside and I think as soon as I get done writing this blog I am going to pop outside and sit on the swing and do a little reading. I love sitting outside and reading because right now there is a slight breeze and under the tree in the front yard it is very shady and allows you to sit out there and not sweat to death.

My mom is feeling under the weather so it was my duty to rally the troops (Nicholas and Selena) to help me do our usual Saturday cleaning routine which basically meant getting the bathroom cleaned, sifting litter boxers, cleaning the living room, and vacuuming the house. The boyfriend is coming up tonight so of course I wanted to hurry and get all of that done instead of waiting until the last moment which I usually do. Ooops, not my fault I detest cleaning. So we’ve already got all of our cleaning done which means the rest of the day we can be lazy little people as usual.

Thursday went pretty well I suppose. Wednesday, Nicholas has practice and he threw up during baseball practice and then later that night he was running a fever so he didn’t get to go on Thursday. It ended up being Selena, Beth, Quincy, the boyfriend, and myself going bowling and then out to eat. We were going to go to a movie but no one really wanted to see a movie. Bowling was fun but I managed to injure myself. I was going up for my turn and wasn’t paying attention and slipped and fell. Not only did I fall, I managed to do a split in the process and thus pulling my upper leg muscles. Way to go Kate. I played it off the best I could because I really didn’t want to appear like a big baby. I actually had to crawl out of the lane and get the boyfriend to help me up because the lane was that slick!!

During our outing, Beth started feeling sick. She didn’t even eat anything at dinner time and that night she was throwing up. So basically Beth and Nicholas were fighting over the bathroom and then later that night my mom ended up getting sick as well. *knocks on wood* I didn’t get sick thankfully because my legs and butt were already hurting. In fact, Friday morning, I could barely move. I moped around the house and even today I am still hurting. It’s okay because I will definitely be sucking it up because the boyfriend is coming up here again. Sadly, we didn’t have home made pizza either but we are having Digiorno tonight along with movie night since people feel like they can actually eat real food again.

He’s bringing Guitar Hero up here for the Wii again. He is seriously addicted to that game. My mom is going to get us a copy and then we’ll have to get the CAT5 or CAT6 cable, whatever it is called, so we can play online against each other. Bring it boyfriend, because I am sure you are not going to like getting your butt kicked by your girlfriend. Heh. Anyways, the swing is calling my name outside so I must go sit outside and enjoy the pretty day. So until next time, later lovelies!

I am so sorry for not blogging. I’ll post about Christmas and even New Year later. For now, I’m posting to let you all know I am still alive and not dead. I had a lot of issues going on before Christmas and then stuff within my family happened, and then I just didn’t have any time to do anything. To those I was supposed to send Christmas cards to, I apologize. I know, I suck.. what else can I say? I will make it up to ya’ll though!! I hear V-day is coming up! Lol. But for real, when I was going through so much, all the cards and even the comments here really helped me get through it.

Now we bring you to my current problem, I am sick as a dog. So sick in fact that I cannot hear out of my right ear very well. I have so much sinus pressure that I can’t breathe nor hear! It sucks. I went to the doctor and she was looking in my throat, nose, and ears and all she could say was wow, they sure are red! Well, duh! Lol. I’ve been put back on an inhaler which kind of depresses me since I thought I grew out of my asthma but with this cold or whatever I have, I am wheezing really bad. I wish I could just explain how bad I feel but I don’t even know if there are words to describe it. My whole body hurts and to make matters worse, I’m on my period. So yeah, I have the whole head thing and then my stomach and back hurts from cramps. Wow, who is a winner now?

So with that all said, I misses you guys!! I will be back as soon as I get better. Since I have medicine hopefully that’ll be after this weekend. Maybe in between all the “resting” I’m supposed to be doing I can spiffy up a new layout. Anyways, until then, later gators and thanks so much for all the comments!!!