After working on the new theme most of last night and today, it is finally done! I’m really excited and I love the colors. Can you tell I am very partial to blues? I plan on adding some more stuff to the site as well so have no fear. I just wanted to hurry and take the site off of maintenance. I’ve also decided to make myself a pact to blog more often than I have in the past month.

I guess you could say I’m feeling much better and am in a great mood compared to what I have been lately. I think it has to do with me waking up earlier and taking my medicine like I am supposed to. Amazing that you have to take the medicine to make you feel better, huh? Yes I know it’s an obvious answer but unfortunately I tend to forget to take mine so I go days without it which is bad for my thyroid. I still have to go to the doctor though. Has anyone had a period that lasts forever? I do mean, forever. My last period lasted almost three weeks and then I stopped bleeding for a week and now I’ve been bleeding for two weeks straight. My period has never really been regular unless I was on birth control and the lady at Teen Plus told me that I should stay off birth control because of my migraines so I took her advice but now, this is crazy. I can’t stand this. I stay in bed most of the day keeping warm so my cramps won’t be so horrible. The other day I was literally crying from the pain. My best friend and mom finally talked me into finding a woman’s doctor but instead my mom told me to make an appointment with my regular doctor that also handles the girly parts as well and speak with her and see where we should go from there. I think I’m paranoid I’m going to find out something bad. Like, what if I find out I can’t have kids?

I swear I am so paranoid at times. I don’t know what my deal is. I think sometimes I let my mind wander and always assume the worst of things. I wish I could be one of those people that just put all their doubts and troubles in the hand of God. I mean, I do do that to a certain extent but I still worry about my troubles no matter how much faith I possess. I think I need to start going back to church full-time and develop my religious relationships a lot further. I guess over the past three years I went from a confident person to the total opposite in all aspects of my life. So this coming year I plan on working on myself a lot.

I wish I had more to say but I am getting a migraine. Grrr. I’ll blog later!

I upgraded Wordpress but no new themes as of yet. I have been busy the past few days and sick to boot! I hate being sick so I haven’t really done much … not even chatted with my friends. Padme, Mary, & Metra .. I miss you three! <3 I’ll be on soon-ish I hope! Until then, later gators! I just wanted to post an update so people know I’m alive and not dead yet.

Well, I added Marsha to my links list! I love getting new link exchanges! I have a few new hostees to add as well once their sites are up. I love gaining new hostees!!

A lot is going on in my family at this moment in time, actually in this past hour. It’s crazy how life can get you so just blegh! There’s a crisis going on with my cousin again. It scares me because she has a lot of mental health issues and I guess it scares me to think I get depressed sometimes but I don’t want to end up like that. It’s enough to make me have a panic attack thinking about it but I know my cousin can’t help it because a lot has to do with her crappy husband. I might post more later in a password protected blog because I don’t want to go into details for everyone to see.

I have been really ill lately. Ever since my last post in fact since that is when the weather started changing. Our heat does work though. Hehe. Every time I get better, the weather changes again. Last week we had really cold days and then days where the temperatures were in the 70’s. This is getting really annoying because I need to get better!! I’ve been so sick and out of it I didn’t realize Thanksgiving was this week until yesterday which made me start freaking out and planning everything. My mom’s birthday is November 22nd so instead of doing her birthday with Thanksgiving, we’ll do it on Friday so her birthday is special. I know what I’m getting her but since she sometimes comes by and reads my blog I am not going to say it out loud.

Well, I need to hop in the shower and see if that will make me feel a little better. So until next time, later gator.