I have managed to utterly disappoint myself school-wise. I think I am letting myself get so wrapped up into my current boy situation that I let my priorities come second when they should be before anything. *sigh* I guess it’s the whole “I just wanna be loved” thing coming to bite me in the ass which I am getting quite used to. I’ll write more about that later. All I know now is that I met someone different which I’ll post more about that later, too. Lol. Yes, I know, I keep saying later but I don’t want to get into that now because I want to get all my thoughts about everything school-wise out so I can move on.

The first week of school, I printed out my classwork schedules for each class. Evidently I printed the wrong one out for my psychology class because the due date was wrong. I ended up missing a review quiz and a test. I was so upset I seriously wanted to break down and start crying but I remained calm and let it slide off my back but now, paranoia is setting in. I know if I e-mail the teacher, it’s gonna cause drama because she doesn’t accept any excuses. I’ll just have to take a chill pill and make it up the last week of the quarter. Still, I feel stupid. Lately, I’ve been really hard on myself and I’ve felt “off” which I think has to do with the reason I am taking things so harshly.

In my medical terminology class, I didn’t do too bad but in the anatomy and physiology class I made a 74 on my quiz and a 88 on my test. Not too bad I suppose. I just need to take more time to study which I let things overwhelm me. I do know I’m making some positive changes in my life which no one will probably get but that’s just me I suppose, weird Kate.

Anyways, going to get some studying in!! I’ll blog tonight or tomorrow. Until next time, later gator!