So it’s obviously been a while since I’ve last blogged. Sorry ya’ll!! I’ve been swamped with school and then my sister’s grandpa died so everything kind of happened at once. Don’t worry, I’ll be around more, scout’s honor!

In site news, I have a new theme that I need to get coded and then voila, we’ll have a new layout. It features my fave colors, pink and green. I love those two colors together so I decided to use them in a theme! I hope ya’ll will like it and if not, too bad. *snickers*

Well, I got to get some stuff done today and get my assignments done from PU2B! So until next time, later gators!

After working on the new theme most of last night and today, it is finally done! I’m really excited and I love the colors. Can you tell I am very partial to blues? I plan on adding some more stuff to the site as well so have no fear. I just wanted to hurry and take the site off of maintenance. I’ve also decided to make myself a pact to blog more often than I have in the past month.

I guess you could say I’m feeling much better and am in a great mood compared to what I have been lately. I think it has to do with me waking up earlier and taking my medicine like I am supposed to. Amazing that you have to take the medicine to make you feel better, huh? Yes I know it’s an obvious answer but unfortunately I tend to forget to take mine so I go days without it which is bad for my thyroid. I still have to go to the doctor though. Has anyone had a period that lasts forever? I do mean, forever. My last period lasted almost three weeks and then I stopped bleeding for a week and now I’ve been bleeding for two weeks straight. My period has never really been regular unless I was on birth control and the lady at Teen Plus told me that I should stay off birth control because of my migraines so I took her advice but now, this is crazy. I can’t stand this. I stay in bed most of the day keeping warm so my cramps won’t be so horrible. The other day I was literally crying from the pain. My best friend and mom finally talked me into finding a woman’s doctor but instead my mom told me to make an appointment with my regular doctor that also handles the girly parts as well and speak with her and see where we should go from there. I think I’m paranoid I’m going to find out something bad. Like, what if I find out I can’t have kids?

I swear I am so paranoid at times. I don’t know what my deal is. I think sometimes I let my mind wander and always assume the worst of things. I wish I could be one of those people that just put all their doubts and troubles in the hand of God. I mean, I do do that to a certain extent but I still worry about my troubles no matter how much faith I possess. I think I need to start going back to church full-time and develop my religious relationships a lot further. I guess over the past three years I went from a confident person to the total opposite in all aspects of my life. So this coming year I plan on working on myself a lot.

I wish I had more to say but I am getting a migraine. Grrr. I’ll blog later!